*Warning: Malanding post ito. Wag nang basahin kung ayaw mo nang ganto. Nakakaumay, pramis.*
I just had to write what I feel about you today, yesterday and the moments that we had last summer. I hope you don’t mind.
I know we didn’t have memorable bonding moments together. The last time we saw each other, we didn’t even talk much, but the most lovely part of that is when you offered to hold my hand, trying to help me out of a big container of liquid. Even before all those things happened, I already like you. I like you because of your cute nose and eyes and the way you grin. I like how jolly you are despite the fact that you’re so tactless. But it didn’t make me like you less though. I was so happy, well more of kilig, when you held my hand. Your hands were soft, I don’t want to let go of it. I was just so happy that it happened.
After that, we frequently talked on facebook. We just talk about anything and everything. I was amazed when you started posting stickers on messenger because I didn’t know how to do that back then and there it all started.
You somehow talk with sense, even if it doesn’t, It’s like every word you write on chat is sensible to me. Sooner, your messages became too sweet for me to handle. Kinikilig ako lalo. But I don’t let my emotions control over me. Keme lang. But then the longer the days we were exchanging sweet messages, the more it got me confused. Ano ba ‘tong nangyayari? Anong ginagawa mo?
Then I asked you what are we. You said if we can just remain friends so that none of us will get hurt.
Honestly, I got frustrated. That’s not what I want to hear from you. But still, it’s okay. I still like you. Just like. I thank you for the sincerity of what you said though it may sound crappy and all but still I know that you’re nervous that time. Sorry for being confrontational, I just don’t want to get hurt along the way. From then on, I just enjoy every single moment with you on chat. I love how your name pops out of my chat bar and start a random conversation.
As time goes on, we became friends and still talking about ramdom stuff. There are days that we don’t chat and it feels like I’ve not talked to you for weeks. I miss you every time that we don’t talk. And I know you feel that even though I don’t show it.
To be honest, I do not expect anything from you. I don’t care if you also do the things you do to me with your other friends. Honestly, I don’t feel insecure about it. It’s just that I’m happy that I like you. I like you a lot. Why? I just do. I hope that there would be a time where we could spend time together, talk about random things like we do in chat and do silly things together. I just want to get to know you more. I do because I like you a lot.
There I said it. I don’t know if you’d get to read this but if you do, then thanks. Just know that I like you. :)